once been weary
once you’ve been weary you know it and it stays with you until you reach a point where you can look back and piss off into those weary times and feel 3 or 4 feet of satisfaction that you don’t know weary so closely anymore. its great and when you can realize that those things that were used to categorize us were so circumstantial that they don’t last more than you allow them to so they simply don’t exist. once you’ve been weary you try and leave it like a one night stand but its always calling you up but it doesnt really call you up, your conscience freaks you the fuck out telling you that one day when your dignity and your reputation matters its gonna call and everyone is gonna hear about where you’ve been and who you really are and weary will be a familiar bedfellow once again.
